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[Sunday
July 24th, 2005
4:16pm] |
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ive moved.
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) anklette = my personal journal
shewasnt = my photolog journal. for when i experiment
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[Saturday
July 23rd, 2005
10:52pm] |
So, I was looking through my photobucket and found some pictures that were taken this school year. Man, I have changed SO much. It's kinda scary. Anyways, awww over these. They make me smile
( i miss this )
p.s. i wish i looked like this.
( click )
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[Saturday
July 23rd, 2005
7:28pm] |
Decatur was fun. I hung out with Dee, her "friend", Adam, and K. Shopped around the mall, checked out the new Hot Topic, broke-danced in American Eagle, got cookies at Mrs. Fields & saw an amish girl. Then we went to eat at Cheddar's and just talked about the most random stuff.
I ended up getting new shoes, a ENGLAND soccer jacket thing, YEAH YEAH YEAHS shirt, Senses Fail pin, Interpol shirt and a purse.
this is the most lame entry ever. so i guess since im in a badish mood, ill make a random list of things that i dont like
- when people say they'll call, but never do
- guys checking out girls when you are RIGHT THERE
- peanutbutter and bananas
- people who lable themselves.
- people who claim to hate lables, but go on labling other people
- when people call plans off last min
- the fact that the sale rack at GAP only contains XXXXXXXL shirts and whatnot. [more fat people need to shop there].
- girls who are convinced that they just HAVE to get a boyfriend.
- going back to school after the summer, and all your "friends" who you haven't hung out with all summer expect for things to just go back to normal
- home hair dye kits
- pre-vintage clothing
- old people who cant drive if their life depended on it
- watching a movie & its dark, but the fucking sun is shining, so you cant see whats going on
- straight edge kids. get the fuck over it.
- crying over guys
- people like [guess?] who write about getting drunk, etc. in their journals. UM, NO ONE GIVES A FUCK
- not seeing laura
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[Friday
July 22nd, 2005
8:19pm] |
The Killers Concert last night was fucking amazing
i really can't even put it into words. I guess I'll give you a short play-by-play of what happened before and after.
Went over to Justin's around 12:15ish. We grabbed movies for the car and put sodas in a cooler. Clayton came, and we were off. Watched Kill Bill in the Car. Got there around 1:45. 9 people were already there. hahaha. We grabbed the cooler and sat in the line until 7. We, well, I talked for most of the time; made friends with these 2 girls, and some ADORABLE asians. :] Justin raped my camera and took pictures. I took one, and thats the one of him and Clayton with Ronnie, the drummer. They let us in at 7. Got in, and took a spot right behind the asians, so we were RIGHT there. Around 5 fucking feet away from where Brandon would be singing. I went and bought shirts while Justin and Clayton held the spot.
Connor, the opening band, was reallyyyyyyy good! Jake, the lead singer, was cute, and he was really into it. I should have bough their cd. THEN THE LONGGESTTTT wait. Well, it seemed like it. Somewhere between this wait and Connor playing, this one fat chick was pushing her way over to the front with all of her friends. You know the type, abercrombie, pre-vintage jeans, plastic nails. She was pushing like a bitch. I was getting pissed off. Clayton wouldn't do anything about it, though I was contemplating the idea of getting a soda and when she bumped into me [which she would], "accidently" pour it all over her. Didn't go through with it though.
THEN THE KILLERS CAME ON! Let me just say, they have the best style..yesyes. EVER. They started playing, and everyone went crazyyy. Then everyone sorta calmed down after the 2/3 song. Except for the asians, Clayton, Justin and I. We were jumping, and dancing, and singing along to all the songs. 98% of the crowd only knew Mr. Brightside and Somebody Told Me, since those songs are more mainstream. I didn't want it to end. But, it did. I bought drinks, and we headed out to the back to catch the band before they left for Chicago. Ronnie came out first, then Mark, Dave, and Brandon. We got pictures with everyone but Mark. He didn't seem to be in a good mood, just tired, so we didn't push it. They all signed my shirt. ♥ x 190382389047. Got back into the van, and headed home. We picked up dinner at 1:20ish in the morning at McDonald's. Ate, and then Justin and Clayton turned on their iPods. I put mine too, and curled up as best I could. Looked at the moon from the back.
I got home around 2:30 and went to bed around 3:20. Woke up at 9 to go to school. I looked like shit, and because of the lack of sleep, I was acting all weird. Erich thought I was drunk. But, I just get like that from lack of sleep. Either SUPER hyper or SUPER quiet. Erich's mom took me home, and I went back to bed. Sleep till 5, woke up, and hung out with Ryan before he left for vaca with Ray.
Here are the pictures. Excuse me for looking like shit, yet again, in the last 2.
 ( if the answer is no, can i change your mind? )
p.s. i lost my cell phone, so dont call it
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[Wednesday
July 20th, 2005
11:49pm] |
old docks, animal heads, finding old diaries, stealing hockey pins, drum playing, weird asian music videos, signs, hand holding, cuddling, kisses, being scared, rocking out to Stacy's Mom, not wanting to say goodbye ♥ x 1093810297421873623
I GET TO SEE THE FUCKING KILLERS TOMORROWWW!!!!!!! I'll try and bring my camera, but chances are my mom will say no..if she catches me.
 
p.s. i cant stop smiling :]
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[Wednesday
July 20th, 2005
1:47pm] |
bmx4seth: hey sexy
youre so BADAZZ: um, hi
bmx4seth: wuts up?
youre so BADAZZ: nothing. you?
bmx4seth: jus thinkin bout u
youre so BADAZZ: SO HOW IS YOUR GIRLFRIEND?
bmx4seth: we brok up
youre so BADAZZ: ah. sorry
bmx4seth: it kool
bmx4seth: i like sum1 else
youre so BADAZZ: good for you
bmx4seth: its u
youre so BADAZZ: im taken
bmx4seth: so?
bmx4seth: i want u. cant u understand that?
then i blocked him. this is getting old. I am over him. I have been for a long time. And I'm not going to make the same mistake that I have made so many times before. I'm not ever going back to him.
P.S everything is just fine :]
P.P.S.S I get to see Justin tonight :]:] [damn, im retarded]
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[Tuesday
July 19th, 2005
9:06pm] |
 
im crying, im tired..and i just want someone to hold me.
from now on, fuck you all some of you. i am making plans with [almost] NO ONE for the rest of the summer. i have been dumped and left to sit in this house 5 times this week. yes, 5 times already. No one wants to spend time with me. AND/OR they find better plans then to waste their time with me.
p.s. i finished the HBP, which is making me cry even more.
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[Monday
July 18th, 2005
9:10pm] |
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I just had a life changing conversation. It sounds weird..but I dunno. Mike called. It seems like forever since I heard him say hey there kiddo. I knew right when he said it, it was him.
We talked about everything. The Weather, his recent lovers, school, Justin, Washington, how his road trip is going, me, him, the way we used to be, money, romance, wishes, dreams. We attempted to talk about the current news, but neither of us read the news paper or watch tv. Don't you just love that feeling when you know someone is smiling, even though you cant see them...almost as if they are right next to you? We told secrets, and he asked a lot of questions.
Then I played him Hey There Delilah. He was silent for the longest time, and I just listened to him breathe. He took a deep breath and said, "Thats our song, kid." I laughed and he said, "It reminds me of you all too much...are you sure that you aren't Delilah?" WHAT A DWEEB :] He is the closest thing that I have to an older brother. He just...gets me. Its weird to say outloud, but he gets me.
I didn't get to see Justin today. Maybe I'll call him up later and play him a song on the phone. I love when people do that for me.♥
I was inspired by Steph's blog. I'm going to tell you some silly things about me that you probably didnt know:
- I used to think I was a boy.
- Marky Davis was my first kiss. I was 5. I said that he was cute and kissed him on the cheek. He punched me and yelled COOOTIESS! I ran home and cried
- I was the only girl in my neighborhood, so I would ride around with the guys on bikes. It was hardXcore
- The first thing I remember is chewing on a teddy bear and watching Macy's Thanksgiving Day Parade
- No one has ever looked me in the eyes and told me that I was pretty/ gorgeous/ beautiful/ lovely
- I still pick flowers and put them in my hair
- I used to take tap dance lessons
- I tried to run away from home when I was 6 because my mom wouldn't let me have ice cream. I packed up my suitcase and everything. I had on my rain jaket, boots, and I had a book and Baby [my stuffed bear]
- I got scratched by a mexican and thought I was going to die
- I still climb trees
- I've never met anyone that I can be 100% honest with. maybe 99%, but not 100%
shit. long entry. i bet none of you even read it or comment...oh well. i'll just read it to myself. this entry actually meant something
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[Sunday
July 17th, 2005
7:25pm] |
saved!, cuddling, hand holding, kisses, weird men on tv, UFO videos, music, hitting on kelseys sister, unwanted goodbyes
its pretty pathetic that i already miss him.
but then again, i haven't been this happy in a very, very long time
♥ x 20198198347
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[Saturday
July 16th, 2005
7:40pm] |
my mom basically told me today that she can't deal with me anymore. that = she wants me to move out. this hit me like a brick in the head.
i just want to be with justin, and cuddle and watch movies.
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[Saturday
July 16th, 2005
8:56am] |
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Yesterday was nice. Yesternight wasnt so nice.
School. Mikel and I colored in a coloring book. End of school. Leo must have followed me home from school or something because he was outside my window at like, 1. He was throwing rocks at it and was screaming, LET ME IN! So, I did. He was putting on my makeup and dancing around to Le Tigre, while I talked on the computer for a bit. He left when I had to get ready to hang out with Justin. We hung out around 3. We went to Target, then climbed a HUGE hill at the park and just sat on top talking, then went to get milkshakes at Steak n Shake. It was really nice.
Erich came around 7 and picked me up. We went to Best Buy and fooled around. He played DDR, and I raced cars. Bought batteries and a coke, and we were ready to go. Went to the dollar store, where I found possibly the COOLEST panties of ALL FUCKING TIME. I took them. Twas hilarious
Off to Barnes&Noble. We messed around in there for a while, and then walked to Arbys to get something to eat. When I went to the bathroom, I played with my lightsaber, since both stalls were taken. When one of the girls came out, she nudged around me and walked quickly out the door. fear me bitch. Went back to B&N, SAW MY PIMP DADDYY!!!! [Steve] Man, I've missed that kid. His hair is SOO long, talk about hippy ;] Then, the night took a turn. Justin and Clayton showed up. We met up with Kelsey and Hannah, and just sorta stood around, talking. Justin saw some people that he knew, and ran off to talk with them. Suddenly, we were with a bunch of kids that I didn't know. Well, maybe not a bunch, but just enought to make me feel uncomfortable. So, I stayed close to Erich all night. I "died" when we went into the Christian section. I was tired, cranky, lonely, old, sick. Erich and I left and walked up to the front, where I saw Amber. She took me outside to meet her friend Jason. Hung out there for a bit, and then Justin and everyone went to Meijer. It was just me and Erich. Erich told me that I needed coffee, since I was now "dead". Got that, and I perked right up again. We got his book and went home.
There was more that made the night bad, but I don't want to write it in here. Some of the people that it involves read this. And, I'm the kind of person where if I have a problem, I'll tell you to your face. So, I'm waiting for them to get online.
 
( all i want is for you to hold my hand and not let go )
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[Friday
July 15th, 2005
12:55pm] |
GO FUCKING DIE. YOU ALL NEED TO LEARN TO GROW UP. ITS LIVEJOURNAL. WHEN I FIND OUT WHO TOLD TYLER ABOUT AMBER'S ENTRY, ITS FUCKING OVER. AND I HAVE AN IDEA WHO IT IS. AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. BITCH.
i am so done with this shit.
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[Thursday
July 14th, 2005
11:17pm] |
school was awsome, as usual. Mikel and I got bored and rocked out to sum BLINK182. Erich was being a dick, for some unknown reason. He's been acting like this a lot lately. I have NO idea why, but I'm getting sick of it.
 Because he was being a dick, I drew this on the board before I left. Brittney and Michelle thought it was the greatest thing ever. Someone actually wrote down the number too. I almost pissed my pants.
Came home, and Leo and Jen came over. We went out to go see Fantastic Four, then to the park, where we played tag with some 3 year olds. We went to Steak n Shake, shared a milkshake, then came back to my house and took a nap. Jen and I woke up to Leo playing Mario. I started tickling him, so he grabbed me and threw me in the pool. I pulled him in too, and Jen just said, "Fuck it" and jumped in as well.
It was probably one of the best days that I've had in a LONG time.
Sorry to all of you that tried to reach me on my cell phone. When they came over and kidnapped me, Leo took my cell phone and threw it in his tool box in the back of his car and locked it. I had like, 11 missed calls, and over 20 txt messages. I feel loved ♥
Tomorrow is HARRY POTTER! Need I say more? no, i dont think so. I don't know what else I am doing. I was going to go to B&N with Erich for the party, but hes being a dick [as stated above], so I'm not sure whats going to happen. Maybe I'll just stay home and watch the movies or something.
p.s. he asked me♥
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[Wednesday
July 13th, 2005
8:37pm] |
i took this picture... EXACTLY like this. except i added a blur in photoshop. this is by far my fav picture. i love the lighting.
I had some of the best conversations today. Mainly because Mikel was back in class.
mikel: If you could be any fictional character, who would you be?
me: god
britny, this christian freak heard our convo, and was trying to "turn is around".
britny: jesus saves
me: HE PASSES TO MOSES.....SCOREEEEEE!!!!!
mikel: LOLOLOLOLOL
me: do you think its possible to fuck at the speed of light?
brittney [different one]: that'd be fucking hard!
me: Look, I can make my fat do a 360 like Mrs. Frazie! *is doing impression with camera in jaket*
erich: What? your flatchulence just did a 360?
me: WTF?! I said fat!
mom: flatchulence is the gas you pass when you fart erich
me&erich: LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
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[Tuesday
July 12th, 2005
11:26pm] |
youre so BADAZZ: 56. If you could give me anything, what would it be? a hand magnet so justin wouldnt let go of your hand
youre so BADAZZ: haha awwwwww
EEcuber17: psh i don't need a magnet
 I skipped school today. Basically, I just slept the whole time. Justin came around 1:30 and we went to the mall. Its the mall...what more is there to say? Then, we went to Barnes&Noble, followed by eating at Arby's. I really do like Justin.
I had to go to piano, which sucked. Justin and Dan [a.k.a. one sock dan] came over, and we watched Donnie Darko. Ryan, Dan, and Justin played with lightsabers again. I did for like, 2 min, and then Ryan hit me in the eye. Came back in, watched TV, then finished Jurassic Park & watched some LE TIGRE[!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]
p.s. hand holding= ♥
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[Monday
July 11th, 2005
8:29pm] |
Today was a let down, but it was nice. I went to school, took picture, came home, ate lunch, mowed the lawn, and slept forever.
I don't really know what to update about. Kris and I aren't friends anymore. Basically because I was nothing more than a cute girl on myspace. Mikel wasn't at school today. seems like ive been on the verge of tears. I dunno. And I'm already missing Amber...but I want her to be happy more than anything. heh. ive fallen hard for that girl ;]
i looked like shit today, so no pictures of me
( i take too many pictures of erich )
p.s. justin and i are hanging out tomorrow. :]
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[Sunday
July 10th, 2005
11:58pm] |
I had an awsome time tonight. Killer flies, light sabers, jewish breast milk, and more. I gave Justin a KILLERS pin..lame I know, but I thought he might like it.
Watching Dan, Justin, and Ryan fight with light sabers in the dark.♥
( more pictures )
p.s. im not going to talk to you. it hurt me a lot what you did. you know who you are. dont IM me anymore
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[Sunday
July 10th, 2005
5:07pm] |
COPY THIS, FILL IT OUT, AND COMMENT WITH IT
1. My name:
2. Where did we meet?:
3. Take a stab at my middle name:
4. How long have you known me?:
5. How well do you know me (a lot, not so much, nothing)?:
6. Do I smoke and or drink?:
7. What?s my favourite colour?:
8. When you first saw me what was your first impression?
9. My age?:
10. My birthday?:
11. Color Hair?:
12. Color eyes?:
13. Have you ever had a crush on me?
14. Have you ever been jealous of me?
15. Whats one of my fav things to do indoors?:
16. Do you remember the first things I said to you when we first met?
17. What?s my fav type of music?:
18.What?s one of my fav things to do outdoors?:
19. Am I shy or outgoing?
20.Would you say I?m funny HAHA or funny (sarcastic)?:
21. Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules?:
22. Would you consider me a friend?:
23. Would you call me preppy, slutty, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, snobby, or something else?: If something else what.
24. Have you ever seen me cry?:
25. If there were one good nickname for me, what would it be?
26. Are my parents still together?:
27. Do I have a nice butt?
28. If I had broccoli stuck on my teeth, would you tell me?
29. Do you love me?
AM I???. ?!?!?!?
31. Quiet or loud?
31. Short or Tall:
32.Weird or original:
33. Smart or stupid?
34. Boring or Fun?
35. Attractive or Unattractive?
DO YOU THINK I'M...
36.A psycho?
38.Athlethic?
39. A nerd?
40. A slut?
41. Ghetto?
42. A *itch?
43. Two-faced?
44. Obnoxious?
45. Immature?
46. Mature?
JUST A FEW MORE QUESTIONS
47. What do you think I?ll be when I grow up?
48. A) Do you think I?ll get married?
B) If you do?Who do you think I?ll marry?
49. When is my birthday?
50. Who is my best friend?
51. What song(if any)reminds you of me?
52. Do I remind you of any characters on TV?
53. If you could rename me, what would my name be?
54. Have you ever had a dream about me?
55. A feature that you like about me:
56. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
57. Algo que me caracterice?
ALRIGHT, THIS IS THE LAST SECTOION...
58. Am I physically ugly, average, decent, good-looking, handsom, beautiful, hot?
59. Would you ever kiss me?
60. Would you ever consider being my boyfriend(girlfriend)?
61. Do you ever think about me off-line?
62. If we spent a day together?..where would we go and what would we do?
63. If you could describe me in one word, what would it be?
64. Do you or have you ever had a crush on me?
65. Do you want me?
66. What word do I say all the time?
67. Is there anything you?d like to say to me?
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[Saturday
July 9th, 2005
8:03pm] |
I need to stop asking boys what one of the things they regret in life is
seriously. they ALWAYS say, "giving *GIRL NAME* a chance", "telling *GIRL NAME* that i liked her", " taking a chance on *GIRL NAME*", ETC..
dont ask what happened or who said it. because, frankly, every guy has said it. and it hurts when someone you like says it. im a jealous little bitch, get over it.
-Today was alright, I guess. Laura is leaving for camp tomorrow.
-I am DYING for new clothes.
-Mikel admitted to liking me and is trying to get me to go see a movie with him tomorrow.
-I bought Resident Evil: Apocalypse and South Park: Insult to Injuries, which includes: Tt Hits the Fan, Cripple Fight, Proper Condom Use & Scott Tenorman Must Die.
Then, Laura and I decided to get ready for no reason and then be camera whores. Here is the result:
 
( ew )
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